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Monthly Archives: April 2013
Hmm Hello There Allow Me to Introduce Myself
While reading over previous incarnations of introductions I realized that I have never actually properly introduced myself. These are the things that I keep meaning to say but somehow get lost when I get caught up in writing. In a … Continue reading
Not OK
He said he would love me but was scared of the 1% of the time I was crazy. So he doesnt want me. Why does that bother me? Because I don’t want me. No one does. Obsecro, mihi facultas videndi Deum angelis … Continue reading
Daemonum vel angelorum videbo interficere
Deo placere percusserit me. Tolle quaeso mihi in amplexus tuos æternam. Adiuva me, etiam si mortuus est, ut moriatur ibi conjunctio lucifer. Vociferabor ad te opem. Non ego sum, da mihi amet sit. Eorum claritatem in videam bonum et malum … Continue reading
What I want
I offer to let you use me in any way that you want – no request is too strange or unusual. I would love for you to do to me what pops into that wonderfully wicked brain of yours. Ever … Continue reading
Is there anyone
I don’t understand why my mind does what it does or comes up with what it sees. Some are brilliant inventions and I know exactly how they work and some are dark and twisted things that kill when you look … Continue reading
Posted in Christmas, Deranged, Deranged Art
Tagged anxiety, Arts, broken, cracked, Crime, cringe, cutting, dealing with depression, Depression, Games, Murder, pain, Serial killer, Serial Murder, sex, suicide
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Cry for help
I really would do anything right now to make this go away. Or for that matter my wrist stop hitting the track pad and the courser stop jumping. I want to die that is all there is too it. Yes … Continue reading
Ok So I am a bit more fucked up than normal
Rule number 1 Always have an exit strategy Rule number 2 When you start to make your self think that you are crazy you probably are Rule number 3 When you can no longer cope use the exit strategy When … Continue reading
A Night Like This
It is a night like this that I pace the house my mind not able to settle on any one thing. I close my eyes and I am somewhere else. Sliding back and forth between safety and sanity. I find … Continue reading
Yet Another Holiday – Happy Ishtar Everyone… or is it Easter – No I don’t mean the bad movie
No I didn’t spell that wrong. It is pronounced Easter and is the name of a guess what… Pagan Goddess. Now I thought valentines day was bad with the strange origins but Ishtar is the goddess of love and war … Continue reading
Posted in Fractured
Tagged Depression, Easter, Goddess, holiday, insanity, ishtar, joke, Random Thoughts, sex, Ēostre
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