I am quite serious contemplating killing myself. I haven’t written in a while because I don’t seem to care about anything anymore, including writing.
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I am quite serious contemplating killing myself. I haven’t written in a while because I don’t seem to care about anything anymore, including writing.
Can't Sleep Clowns Will Eat Me 
I thought dead was better last year when I attempted suicide. I was wrong. Getting help would have been better. I hope you choose to live.
Unfortunately I’ve done the getting help route and it doesn’t work for me. I’ve tried everything short of ECT.
What part didn’t work? I know it took me a while to find the right combination of therapy and right councilor. And to be honest, writing has become the best part of my therapy.
I have been dealing with depression, anxiety, and more recently PTSD all of my life. I’ve tried so many combinations of meds, therapy, holistic and eastern medicine, counselors, and institutions that I can no longer remember or keep them all straight. Writing used to work but it doesn’t anymore.
I understand. And if you want to talk about it, let me.
I am always reachable through perfection in madness.Unfortunately talking doesn’t help very much. All it does is make me dwell on what hurts.
killingdanse@gmail.com as well.
Ok. Well, if you change your mind, you can hit me up. Dvgeorge1@ymail.com.
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Not sure if it was intentional but your reply came through as a comma.
Wanted to reply in some way, but couldn’t find any words that I thought — might be helpful?; so, yeah, just like: I am here, I hear you, and, pause