Author Archives: Killingdanse

About Killingdanse

I am the girl that was pretty but too smart. I am the girl that you sat and discussed horror movies, sci-fi novels, and molecular genetics with but were scared of because sometimes you saw the darkness peak out from inside me.

Sometimes Dead is Better

I am quite serious contemplating killing myself. I haven’t written in a while because I don’t seem to care about anything anymore, including writing. Advertisements

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Why Do I Wake Up Like This?

I know the depression has been bad lately but… I am currently in one of the most beautiful places on the earth (or at least I think so) and I wake up sad. I wake up wanting to die or … Continue reading

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A very long story made very short…

Okay, I have to do this simply because I am extremely depressed, have no internet access here, and needed a happy goat. Mostly because happy goats make everyone feel better. So I went in search of one and this is … Continue reading

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After my last post I think everyone deserves an overly happy goat!

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Anxiety and Suicide

Yeah unoriginal title for a fairly unoriginal post.  It amazes me that there are two reactions to a famous person killing themselves. It was a tragedy and we didn’t know.  Yes, loss of a valued life is always a tragedy … Continue reading

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Some of My Favorite Sayings and Quotes

Some of these are things I’ve said and others come from other people but they all basically fit me. “I am a relatively simple person in a complex set of circumstances.” “You are so pretty when you are broken” “I was once … Continue reading

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The Reality of Life, Suicide, and Death

So I am single, older, and not rich. I have no children. People wonder why I am two steps from suicide on any given day. Well here it is, I took care of my father as he got old and eventually … Continue reading

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I thought everyone could use some baby platypi today.

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Why You Shouldn’t Attempt Suicide.

This is not your ordinary anti-suicide message. It will not contain things like you shouldn’t do it because your family will miss you or it’s not the answer because in fact suicide sometimes is the only answer. It is the … Continue reading

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