I am quite serious contemplating killing myself. I haven’t written in a while because I don’t seem to care about anything anymore, including writing.
Some of these are things I’ve said and others come from other people but they all basically fit me. “I am a relatively simple person in a complex set of circumstances.” “You are so pretty when you are broken” “I was once … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Death, Quiet Insanity, sex, want
Tagged anxiety, art, broken, cutting, dealing with depression, Depression, Health, Quotes, sex, suicide
It is funny that people respond more to the rehashed photos and sayings that I include rather than what I am actually saying. This happens here as well as in reality. What is really funny about the whole thing is … Continue reading
Posted in Dead, Deranged Art, Insanity, Quiet Insanity
Tagged Arts, Blood, broken, Calculus, cutting, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, death, devil, doctors, Ethics, god, Health, heaven, hell, homicide, insanity, Integral, joke, mental illness, monster, Murder, psychopath, Recreation, self destruct, sociopath, suicide, Thought, time
Just Fake It Until It Becomes Real To Everyone Around You!
Posted in Broken, Dead, Fractured, Insanity
Tagged anxiety, cracked, darkness, dealing with depression, Disorders, fracture, Murder, pain, sex, suicide
I don’t own Lucifer nor would I really ever want to… Angel, Morning Star, Prince of Darkness and all. Lucifer sat staring out over the windswept rock. It was a time of peace for him even after he’d fallen. Breaking … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged Art, want
Tagged art, broken, darkness, Dawn chorus (birds), death, Depression, devil, god, Health, Lucifer, Morning Star, pain, Random Thoughts, Satan, sex, suicide
I am extremely disappointed in a variety of things lately. It amazes me that things like depression, suicide, and agoraphobia are still miss understood. Recently I was dragged from my home, handcuffed (not the good kind of handcuffed) and thrown … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Agoraphobia, anxiety, art, broken, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, Disorders, Health, insanity, mental-health, Mood, Psychiatric hospital, sex
I am not sure if everyone is like this or if it is only me but I don’t deal with frustration very well. Allow me to rephrase – I don’t deal with frustration at all, waiting makes me feel as … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged Art, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Anger, darkness, Emotion, Frustration, relationships, World of Darkness