It is funny that people respond more to the rehashed photos and sayings that I include rather than what I am actually saying. This happens here as well as in reality. What is really funny about the whole thing is … Continue reading
Posted in Dead, Deranged Art, Insanity, Quiet Insanity
Tagged Arts, Blood, broken, Calculus, cutting, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, death, devil, doctors, Ethics, god, Health, heaven, hell, homicide, insanity, Integral, joke, mental illness, monster, Murder, psychopath, Recreation, self destruct, sociopath, suicide, Thought, time
I don’t own Lucifer nor would I really ever want to… Angel, Morning Star, Prince of Darkness and all. Lucifer sat staring out over the windswept rock. It was a time of peace for him even after he’d fallen. Breaking … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged Art, want
Tagged art, broken, darkness, Dawn chorus (birds), death, Depression, devil, god, Health, Lucifer, Morning Star, pain, Random Thoughts, Satan, sex, suicide
It has been a long time since I ran and came back. I thought I was done running and that the part of me that longs for solitude and anonymity was barricaded off along with the part of me that … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Deranged Art, School, Work
Tagged anxiety, cracked, cutting, Disorders, Games, Health, insanity, Law Enforcement, Prison, United States
I am redlining this for a reason. To all of my friends and family that may or may not be reading if you don’t like really strange and you don’t want to know things about me that are otherwise kept … Continue reading
Posted in Deranged, Deranged Art, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged art, Casual sex, cutting, death, fracture, One-night stand, Random Thoughts, sex, Sexuality, wrong
I don’t remember coming here inside myself, wait, actually I do remember. I don’t want to remember but I do and I know why. I don’t worry about the strangeness of the thoughts in my head as I run my … Continue reading
Posted in Christmas, Deranged Art, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Addiction, art, Beauty, Blood, broken, dealing with depression, Depression, heart, insanity, Random Thoughts, Recreation, Rose, sex, suicide, Thought, time
I am not sure if everyone is like this or if it is only me but I don’t deal with frustration very well. Allow me to rephrase – I don’t deal with frustration at all, waiting makes me feel as … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged Art, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Anger, darkness, Emotion, Frustration, relationships, World of Darkness
I know that love is hate twisted around to suit a purpose. If one thing my current circumstance has taught me it is that it is better to die fast and young than it is to live. Now I know … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Deranged, Deranged Art, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof., want, Work
Tagged Advice, art, BDSM, broken, Depression, Humor, insanity, Murder, pain, Politics of Sexuality, Recreation, Sadomasochism, sex, Sexuality, suicide
I don’t understand why my mind does what it does or comes up with what it sees. Some are brilliant inventions and I know exactly how they work and some are dark and twisted things that kill when you look … Continue reading
Posted in Christmas, Deranged, Deranged Art
Tagged anxiety, Arts, broken, cracked, Crime, cringe, cutting, dealing with depression, Depression, Games, Murder, pain, Serial killer, Serial Murder, sex, suicide
As I curl in my living prison watching the leaves that shielded me all day I realize that it is happening again. The reason why I live my life in this desolate land of twisted images and all things sharp … Continue reading
Posted in Deranged Art, Fractured, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged anxiety, art, broken, cracked, cringe, danger, dealing with depression, death, Health, monster, pain, sex, suicide