Okay, I have to do this simply because I am extremely depressed, have no internet access here, and needed a happy goat. Mostly because happy goats make everyone feel better. So I went in search of one and this is … Continue reading
Posted in Deranged, Quiet Insanity, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged anxiety, art, cringe, danger, dealing with depression, monster, pain, Random Thoughts, suicide
This is an open invitation to anyone who wishes to respond. Anyone floating aimlessly about the internet please take a look and give me your best guess. I implore you to help me figure this out. I don’t condemn it … Continue reading
Posted in sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged anxiety, art, BDSM, broken, demon, devil, Human sexual activity, Politics of Sexuality, Pornography, Question, sex, Sexuality, suicide, Vanilla sex
I am redlining this for a reason. To all of my friends and family that may or may not be reading if you don’t like really strange and you don’t want to know things about me that are otherwise kept … Continue reading
Posted in Deranged, Deranged Art, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged art, Casual sex, cutting, death, fracture, One-night stand, Random Thoughts, sex, Sexuality, wrong
I am extremely disappointed in a variety of things lately. It amazes me that things like depression, suicide, and agoraphobia are still miss understood. Recently I was dragged from my home, handcuffed (not the good kind of handcuffed) and thrown … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Agoraphobia, anxiety, art, broken, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, Disorders, Health, insanity, mental-health, Mood, Psychiatric hospital, sex
I don’t remember coming here inside myself, wait, actually I do remember. I don’t want to remember but I do and I know why. I don’t worry about the strangeness of the thoughts in my head as I run my … Continue reading
Posted in Christmas, Deranged Art, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Addiction, art, Beauty, Blood, broken, dealing with depression, Depression, heart, insanity, Random Thoughts, Recreation, Rose, sex, suicide, Thought, time
I am not sure if everyone is like this or if it is only me but I don’t deal with frustration very well. Allow me to rephrase – I don’t deal with frustration at all, waiting makes me feel as … Continue reading
Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged Art, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof.
Tagged Anger, darkness, Emotion, Frustration, relationships, World of Darkness