Tag Archives: Depression

Why Do I Wake Up Like This?

Posted on October 21, 2014 by Killingdanse

I know the depression has been bad lately but… I am currently in one of the most beautiful places on the earth (or at least I think so) and I wake up sad. I wake up wanting to die or … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken | Tagged anxiety, broken, dealing with depression, Depression, Health, insanity, pain, suicide | 4 Comments

Anxiety and Suicide

Posted on August 19, 2014 by Killingdanse

Yeah unoriginal title for a fairly unoriginal post. It amazes me that there are two reactions to a famous person killing themselves. It was a tragedy and we didn’t know. Yes, loss of a valued life is always a tragedy … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dying, sex | Tagged Antidepressant, anxiety, death, Depression, Frustration, suicide | 3 Comments

Posted on July 15, 2014 by Killingdanse

Posted in Broken, Insanity, Insomnia, Quiet Insanity | Tagged anxiety, broken, cutting, danger, dealing with depression, death, Depression, pain, sex, suicide | Leave a comment

Some of My Favorite Sayings and Quotes

Posted on May 24, 2014 by Killingdanse

Some of these are things I’ve said and others come from other people but they all basically fit me. “I am a relatively simple person in a complex set of circumstances.” “You are so pretty when you are broken” “I was once … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, Death, Quiet Insanity, sex, want | Tagged anxiety, art, broken, cutting, dealing with depression, Depression, Health, Quotes, sex, suicide | 1 Comment

The Reality of Life, Suicide, and Death

Posted on May 21, 2014 by Killingdanse

So I am single, older, and not rich. I have no children. People wonder why I am two steps from suicide on any given day. Well here it is, I took care of my father as he got old and eventually … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, Death, Dying, Insanity, Quiet Insanity | Tagged anxiety, cracked, cringe, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, death, Depression, elder care, nursing, nursing home, nursing home abuse, suicide | 1 Comment

Why You Shouldn’t Attempt Suicide.

Posted on May 14, 2014 by Killingdanse

This is not your ordinary anti-suicide message. It will not contain things like you shouldn’t do it because your family will miss you or it’s not the answer because in fact suicide sometimes is the only answer. It is the … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Death | Tagged anxiety, broken, cringe, cutting, danger, dealing with depression, Depression, suicide | Leave a comment

Time to Engage in Dangerous Behaviors

Posted on May 12, 2014 by Killingdanse

This is one of those nights where every fiber in my body is vibrating and I can think of nothing more fun than sinking to my knees in front of the nearest stranger. Filthy bathrooms in worn out clubs that … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dying, Fractured, Quiet Insanity, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged Adventure, anxiety, broken, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, dealing with depression, death, Depression, Recreation, sex, Sexuality, suicide | 2 Comments

Just Because I Find It Funny

Posted on November 12, 2013 by Killingdanse

Posted in Art, Quiet Insanity, School, sex | Tagged Adventure, art, Arts, Blood, Body, cracked, Depression, fracture, Games, Humor, joke, life, Love, photo, Thought, time | 2 Comments

Memory in a Dream

Posted on November 3, 2013 by Killingdanse

Tonight is one of those nights where the nightmares are real and they just won’t stop. Where if I could bring myself to touch someone I might just want that contact. Not even the person I am currently staying with … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Insomnia, Quiet Insanity, Relationships, Schizophrenic Architecture | Tagged anxiety, awake, Crafts, cutting, danger, dealing with depression, Defence mechanism, Depression, disturbed, Glass, Health, insomnia, mental-health, Random Thoughts, sleep, Substance dependence, suicide, Unconscious mind | Leave a comment

Care and Feeding of Your Introvert

Posted on November 2, 2013 by Killingdanse

If only people would pay attention to this….

Posted in Quiet Insanity, Relationships, sex, want | Tagged Adventure, anxiety, cutting, dealing with depression, Depression, introvert, Introverted, mental-health, suicide, Thought | 2 Comments