Tag Archives: monster

A very long story made very short…

Posted on October 20, 2014 by Killingdanse

Okay, I have to do this simply because I am extremely depressed, have no internet access here, and needed a happy goat. Mostly because happy goats make everyone feel better. So I went in search of one and this is … Continue reading →

Posted in Deranged, Quiet Insanity, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged anxiety, art, cringe, danger, dealing with depression, monster, pain, Random Thoughts, suicide | 1 Comment

Moral Calculus

Posted on November 5, 2013 by Killingdanse

It is funny that people respond more to the rehashed photos and sayings that I include rather than what I am actually saying. This happens here as well as in reality. What is really funny about the whole thing is … Continue reading →

Posted in Dead, Deranged Art, Insanity, Quiet Insanity | Tagged Arts, Blood, broken, Calculus, cutting, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, death, devil, doctors, Ethics, god, Health, heaven, hell, homicide, insanity, Integral, joke, mental illness, monster, Murder, psychopath, Recreation, self destruct, sociopath, suicide, Thought, time | 5 Comments

Lost

Posted on October 30, 2013 by Killingdanse

They took something from me something important and although I can remember it I can’t seem to mourn its loss and I need to. The sadness is gone, the guilt, the pain all gone. Unfortunately everything else is too. I … Continue reading →

Posted in Dying, Quiet Insanity | Tagged anxiety, broken, Conditions and Diseases, Depression, Health, insanity, Medicine, monster, pain, suicide | 2 Comments

There is Nothing Again

Posted on October 29, 2013 by Killingdanse

In the past weeks I have tried to write honestly I have. Unfortunately everything seems to be coming out just wrong. It is like I can no longer use writing to articulate what is in my head and even the … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dying, Quiet Insanity | Tagged anxiety, Arts, broken, danger, dealing with depression, fracture, Games, insanity, monster, Murder, relationships, sex, suicide, Writer, Writing, Writing Exercises | 1 Comment

The Clowns are chewing away in the most painfully unpleasant fashion

Posted on September 11, 2013 by Killingdanse

A hate has been rising up in me. It started as a slow burn that only twinged a little bit. You know the feeling when you see, do, or have done to you something that is only slightly unjust. It … Continue reading →

Posted in Art, Broken, Death, Deranged, Fractured, Insanity, sex | Tagged anxiety, broken, Clown, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, god, hate, insanity, monster, Murder, pain, Sadomasochism, sex, suicide | 2 Comments

Not Me

Posted on August 22, 2013 by Killingdanse

I have not been myself lately or rather I have been too much myself lately locked inside my own little world begging for escape. I look around at the people with me who don’t know me at all and slip … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Deranged, Fractured, Quiet Insanity, Relationships | Tagged anxiety, Arts, cracked, cutting, danger, darkness, dealing with depression, Depression, Games, insanity, life, mental-health, Mind, MindRover, monster, pain, Philosophy, relationships, Robotics, Simulation, Video Games | Leave a comment

Public Stigma and Reasons for Hiding

Posted on July 5, 2013 by Killingdanse

I speak often of the depression I suffer from. Sometimes it is in graphically descriptive terms as many of my posts are and other times it is plainly as this post is shaping up to be. I recently went very … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dying, Work | Tagged anxiety, art, danger, dealing with depression, death, Depression, Disorders, Health, mental-health, monster, Mood, relationships, Social stigma, suicide, Thought, White coat | 9 Comments

I Want – an ongoing story

Posted on June 22, 2013 by Killingdanse

Although writing is nothing new to me I only indulge in playing with fiction once in a while. Please please tell me what you think about the beginning I would really like a critique. I wanted to say that it … Continue reading →

Posted in want | Tagged art, Blood, Body, Crafts, death, Depression, Glass, god, Health, insanity, monster, Murder, pain, Random Thoughts, sex, suicide | Leave a comment

Downward Spiral

Posted on May 27, 2013 by Killingdanse

A unique look at what wanders around in the darkness that is my mind. All of the slithering, slick things that twist and curl their way around important parts, beautiful memories. Corrupting them making them into something as dark and … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Sex or stunning lack thereof., want | Tagged art, Arts, black, cracked, danger, darkness, death, fracture, monster, pain, Prison, Random Thoughts, sex | 5 Comments

Random bits of writing

Posted on May 23, 2013 by Killingdanse

Pulling into a nearby truck stop he looked around with eyes that were not exactly his and not exactly sane. Finding a one at the truck stop wasn’t difficult, since he got back he could feel them. It was almost … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged Blond, Blood, Body, broken, cracked, cutting, danger, devil, fracture, insanity, Knife, life, Love, monster, Murder, pain, relationships, sex, Thought, Truck stop, Wrist | 7 Comments