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Please Excuse My Rant

Posted on June 23, 2013 by Killingdanse

I am extremely disappointed in a variety of things lately. It amazes me that things like depression, suicide, and agoraphobia are still miss understood. Recently I was dragged from my home, handcuffed (not the good kind of handcuffed) and thrown … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, sex, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged Agoraphobia, anxiety, art, broken, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, Disorders, Health, insanity, mental-health, Mood, Psychiatric hospital, sex | Leave a comment

I Want – an ongoing story

Posted on June 22, 2013 by Killingdanse

Although writing is nothing new to me I only indulge in playing with fiction once in a while. Please please tell me what you think about the beginning I would really like a critique. I wanted to say that it … Continue reading →

Posted in want | Tagged art, Blood, Body, Crafts, death, Depression, Glass, god, Health, insanity, monster, Murder, pain, Random Thoughts, sex, suicide | Leave a comment

Holy Shit I Think I Figured it Out

Posted on June 18, 2013 by Killingdanse

Like the title says I think I might just have figured it out. Yes, this would seem simply to anyone but me but I realized that I gave everyone everything until I had nothing left. I can’t walk away from … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dying, Relationships | Tagged Advice, Anger, Anger Management, anxiety, art, cracked, dealing with depression, Emotion, fracture, Health, Humor, mental-health, pain, relationships, sex, suicide, toy | 1 Comment

Roses, Thorns, and the Dark

Posted on June 7, 2013 by Killingdanse

I don’t remember coming here inside myself, wait, actually I do remember. I don’t want to remember but I do and I know why. I don’t worry about the strangeness of the thoughts in my head as I run my … Continue reading →

Posted in Christmas, Deranged Art, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged Addiction, art, Beauty, Blood, broken, dealing with depression, Depression, heart, insanity, Random Thoughts, Recreation, Rose, sex, suicide, Thought, time | 7 Comments

Downward Spiral

Posted on May 27, 2013 by Killingdanse

A unique look at what wanders around in the darkness that is my mind. All of the slithering, slick things that twist and curl their way around important parts, beautiful memories. Corrupting them making them into something as dark and … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Sex or stunning lack thereof., want | Tagged art, Arts, black, cracked, danger, darkness, death, fracture, monster, pain, Prison, Random Thoughts, sex | 5 Comments

On the Edge of a Blade

Posted on May 26, 2013 by Killingdanse

My eyes slip closed and my head slips back with a soft thump against the concrete wall. I keep my eyes closed knowing all to well what I will see it is what my body feels right now. I want … Continue reading →

Posted in Dead, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof., want | Tagged anxiety, art, Black sand, Breast, broken, Concrete, cracked, cringe, cutting, danger, dealing with depression, death, Health, Mouth, Random Thoughts, sex, Thigh, time, Tongue | 4 Comments

Random bits of writing

Posted on May 23, 2013 by Killingdanse

Pulling into a nearby truck stop he looked around with eyes that were not exactly his and not exactly sane. Finding a one at the truck stop wasn’t difficult, since he got back he could feel them. It was almost … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Sex or stunning lack thereof. | Tagged Blond, Blood, Body, broken, cracked, cutting, danger, devil, fracture, insanity, Knife, life, Love, monster, Murder, pain, relationships, sex, Thought, Truck stop, Wrist | 7 Comments

Screaming Infinity, It was Bound to Happen

Posted on May 11, 2013 by Killingdanse

What is the next rush? When is the next time? When will I feel like this again? I sit and wait for it knowing that the next rush is right around the corner. I am trapped lately though. Stuck on … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Dead, Deranged, Dying, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, want | Tagged art, bitch, cringe, cutting, Depression, Health, insanity, pain, sex, suicide, Thought, time | 3 Comments

What is Known

Posted on May 1, 2013 by Killingdanse

I know that love is hate twisted around to suit a purpose. If one thing my current circumstance has taught me it is that it is better to die fast and young than it is to live. Now I know … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Deranged, Deranged Art, Fractured, Schizophrenic Architecture, Sex or stunning lack thereof., want, Work | Tagged Advice, art, BDSM, broken, Depression, Humor, insanity, Murder, pain, Politics of Sexuality, Recreation, Sadomasochism, sex, Sexuality, suicide | 3 Comments

Just When You Thought it Could Not Get Worse

Posted on April 29, 2013 by Killingdanse

It was my idea and half way through it I found myself thinking that if I didn’t already plan on not surviving in the same form I am now I probably would take myself to the nearest highest bridge and … Continue reading →

Posted in Broken, Deranged, Fractured, want, Work | Tagged anxiety, art, awake, Black sand, Body, cracked, cringe, cutting, Depression, Health, Humor, insanity, monster, Murder, NetHack, pain, Rogue-like, Roleplaying, sex, suicide, Thought, Video Games | Leave a comment